i don't know
cw: i can't think
i wish i could just be. left alone. i wish i could just drift off to a world where people don't threaten me just for existing. i wish people never perceived me. i wish i could just go through the motions of life alone without anyone thinking about me or worrying about me. i wish i could just do nothing but eat and sleep. i don't think i even need the eating part. why does it always get bad as soon as it gets good? am i just supposed to be like this forever? is there ever an end to all of this? i don't want to die. but i don't want to continue either