what even is the point of asking for help anymore
i almost killed myself on wednesday
i didn't because of my friends, but it doesn't even matter
i told my mom and she didn't care. i told my therapist and she didn't care. genuinely what is the point anymore
when have the people in my life with the tools to help me ever done that. why don't people take my problems seriously. what do i have to do to make them listen
i have to do something rash. something dangerous something scary something violent
it's the only way it has to be